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Alright, well... this sucks right now... and I'm wondering why it sucks so much. My family isn't very good with money on my moms side of the family. We might have to go bankrupt before anything can happen with the bills. We just don't have the money, infact we're so far in dept... it's just bad. Really bad. I never really knew how bad it was, I never thought about it, really. I think this is one of Gods little lessons. I mean, he let me see that having sex when you aren't ready for a baby, is not good. Condoms were made for a reason. My brother is an idiot and had kids at an early age, I got to see how that could be. It's not as glamorous as kids think. Now I think he's giving me a lesson in money. You shouldn't spend it if you don't have it.
Mom is really upset and there's nothing I can do about it. This makes me so mad! I just want her to be happy, I'd do anything for her to be happy. I don't know... I'm just not feeling very good right now. I had my root canal yesterday and I hurt really bad right now. Plus a horrible headache and neck ache... O yea... woo... Anyway, I hate talking about money. It's never a good thing. Well, that's all I've got for now.